Some days you feel like crap, others you feel like your the hottest thing to roll out of bed. Today I feel like I'm looking pretty good. I decided to go ahead and do my hair and my makeup, I'm so happy that I did because it made me feel like a whole new person. It's been a struggle lately to do things that I normally love to do, I don't think it's depression just more or less a sense of why try? I just haven't felt like I was enough for anyone. I was constantly failing at being a wife, mom, friend and believe it or not a barista. I've never really had experience with depression just because I know things can be so much worse and things always get better but when I lost my mom it really threw me for a loop.