So, it's been almost a full year since I have been gainfully employed and I'm starting to feel guilty that I'm not bringing home the bacon any more. Don't get me wrong I love being home when my babies need me, which happens to be a lot here lately. But I wish I could find a job that I can do from home so that way when my babies are sick it's not an inconvenience to call in sick.
Both my kids have like zero immune systems so they are always getting sick which sucks for me because I feel like I'm failing them at life, which I mean I'm not. I didn't cause them to get sick, I just happened to give them a mutated gene which allows them to get sick more often. For those of you wondering we vaccinate but it doesn't seem like it matters. We found out that my girls have an immune deficiency we just don't know which one and that sucks. When we know which one then we know how to treat it and what we can do to make them feel better. I am just not looking forward to treatment. It can be as simple as extra vaccines or as difficult as a bone marrow transplant. I'm hopping it's more of extra vaccines.
Anyway my point is.....is there life after giving up your job because you have sick kids? Is there a way to build up your professional life again? I am looking for something that will accommodate my crazy life as a mom who desperately needs to feel like she's pulling her weight but can do it from home. Anyone have any ideas? Anyone? Buller, Buller?
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